I went down in order to come up

To do list:
-Purchase tourist book of San Fran.
-Volunteer
-Create: craft, bake for co-workers, garden, begin drawing again, sew summer dress.
-Counseling: go to
-Begin and continue to take steps towards a healthier and inspired lifestyle.



The past few years were very much unlucky at times. If I can remember correctly Greek philosophers believed that one must "go down" before they can go up. In Plato's Republic the first few words are, "I went down..." Ive come to decide that all these unlucky circumstances in my life must be meant fo something. What is it that I am supposed to be learning? I dont know. Like many working individuals I too lost my job, then I lost my special someone, came close to being abducted, lost my apartment, my treasures, my independence, my wisdom teeth, my grandfather and mostly a big chunk of confidence. Ive since moved twice and believe that the universe must of needed me to "go down" in order for me to "go up." Although, making your Ex-lover's phone txt me instead of his current lover is a weird way to make me move in a better direction. Maybe necessary? So, I have written a "to do" list that should motivate me enough to move forward. Fingers crossed I will find a little inspiration too.